Winter is strange. I want to enjoy the Christmas Season. Hell, I work half a block from Rockefeller Center and I should delight in the joyous lights, etc.
But I am so tired. So very very tired.
And there is no good reason. I am sleeping at night. Life could be less stressful but it could definitely be more stressful too.
Something about this season, as we head toward the darknest night of the year saps my strength completely. Getting out of bed in the morning hurts. Going to bed at night, I read about a paragraph before falling into a dead sleep. Boy howdy does it blow.
And, to make matters worse, I have a soap that I have been using. I picked it up at a shop in Savannah last February and it looks like wood. And it smells amazing. Trouble is, I threw out the packaging and cannot find it anywhere online. So I can't even share it with you.
I don't know what to buy my brother for Christmas and I am more dreading the 12 hour drive than contemplating time with family.
You know what I am?
I need a nap.